The phone call we were waiting for did not come. I'll know for sure in a little while.

Anything can happen!

Today could very well be the last day of our case. Our attorney has today to resubmit our case. If he doesn't, it's over. We have tried EVERYTHING to get him to resubmit and he won't. I pray that God will change his heart and just resubmit.. but after 6 months of these people lying, numerous false resubmission dates, there is very little hope in my heart. Oh & incase anyone is wondering..... our file is completely done. The BC issue has been fixed for over a month. All we need is 2 signatures and they can resubmit. You would think they could spare 30 seconds out of their day to sign this and resubmit it.. You know, considering I've waited SIX months for them to get their shit together. I can only rely on God for the strength to get through this if it isn't meant to be.. Today may be the end of Madeline's adoption... but this fight is nowhere near over.

When you're gone .. the pieces of my heart are missing you ..

I have been waking up every night since I handed Madeline back. My first night home I woke up paniced asking where the baby was, and that she had fallen off the bed. When my husband told me this- I felt like crying.

Last night I woke up at 3 AM looking for her again..

Please God, I need to bring her home.....